the first time i saw you, we were having a staring contest.
i dont realise that i stared at you while smiling.
and actually you smiling back at me.
because i was caught smiling like maniac, its embarrassing.
so i acted like nothing happened.
the second time i saw you, you on your bike.
talked to my mom, while i played the games on my phone.
you said, "anak makcik senyum je tengok phone".
i just smiled because i actually heard what you said.
i guess you assumed that i was texting my boyfriend when i am not.
the third time i saw you, it was yesterday.
blue uniform with straight white teeth.
you smiled and said, "hey, its superman"!
when you on your bike and ready to back home,
you shouted, "bye superman".
and again, i just smile.
no one ever doing that in front of my mother.
they always giving me a secret signal behind my mom's back.
monologue, "woh, thats brave".
i am not giving up yet,
i just take a precaution step,
for you who just enter my life,
i take a very big risk,
that one day,
i might be hurt again,
i just go through with it,
go with the flow,
i am hoping for the best,
but expect the worst,
as i am happy right now,
lets enjoy the moment.