Random : Nov, 22nd
i have a lot in my mind like reflecting my own characters from childhood until present. i may say from being possessive to being indifference about people. did i grown up well? i think people still have prejudice over me. like when they start in trying time to be my friend they keep highlighting my short-tempered & my poker face. i don't actually mad, i am irritated. i am irritated to lack of common sense and mind blowing stupid-ness. it makes me baffled. i just don't really want to explain on my acts most of the time. people will keep being prejudice and i just keep being myself. you can't really change the way people think about you, especially with the mind that has been set up with a default theory of random people about you. i have bad experienced with such prejudice. how people good in making you feel the lowest about yourself, and i even remembered how they laughing to my anxiety. did i built wall around myself? - yes. did i make myself hard to be approached? ...