"tea, brown sugar and ginger." - bitter.



your existence is like a bittersweet chocolate.
bitter and sweet mixed together.
it keeps me craved,
frequently.


those eyes are soothing.
i look at it deeply, seeking for sincerity.
they keep telling me, "im watching over you."
secured my insecurity.

see you soon.
always have, always will.

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