Another sleepless night. After tossed around and got some weird dream. Its always like this for almost every night. I wonder when will i really get a good night sleep. My eyes sunken, my eye bag just bad and keep being darker. If i dont put more effort on my face, my lifeless face will be exposed to the world. 

Ive got headache since there is something ive been worried and its not yet solved. The thought keep lingered in my head. I lose my appetite in the middle of my meal, or i found my food just tasteless and craved more savory food instead. 

I have a lots of way to destroy my health but i am an organ donor, i cant do that. Glad that i registered  as donor. At least im saving my life from myself. 

Gosh, i do need sleeping pill.